Sunday, September 20, 2009

life as an injured person is much more difficult than i
ever thought.
i was playing the sport i love
volleyball
when i came down wrong on my knee.
now
i
have
crutches!
blarg!!!!
so i've been a mix of all sorts of emotions,
lots of anger,
determination,
resignation,
sadness,
disappointment,
frustration,
and i'm trying to figure out what all i can learn
about being in this situation.
i am determined to have a good attitude and recovery
quickly.
i'm just so used to feeling strong and able and capable and
here i am unable to walk normally.
what is god teaching me?
to slow down?
to be humble?
to accept help from others more readily?
to make sure that sports do not define who i am?
is it not even something he is teaching me but using me
to teach someone else?
things i may never know but i will do all i can in this situation.
if you're the praying kind, say a prayer for healing.
........
LOVE

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